Recently I was having a conversation with my mother about life, the past, and my childhood. She expressed to me that it broke her heart to know that I didn't feel comfortable coming to her when things weren't ok with me. As an adult and radio personality, I've expressed a few things about my past, and of course, she has heard it. Many parents will automatically take the blame for things because it's in their nature. At that moment, I had to let her know that she personally didn't do anything wrong. She's a great mother, I was just a child going through my own issues while fighting my own demons. Yes, I'm much more verbal now but after having a conversation with her, I realize why I am the way that I am. She wondered why I didn't feel comfortable coming to her, or talking to her, or anyone. She reminded me that no matter what she'll always have my back and will do anything for me. We reminisced about a few situations when she came to my rescue and then it hit me!
I tell people all the time, I don't like arguing, fighting or confrontations and I finally realized where it stemmed from. When I was younger, I was jumped and everyone was shocked! Why would they jump the sweet quiet girl from down the street? Then I remember why... They jumped me because I gave my opinion and they didn't like it. I was hurt because I had my own opinion; now it makes sense why I was so tight-lipped when growing up. If having your own personal opinion will hurt you then why bother?
Of course, I've grown and moved past that but it was definitely a revelation that finally made sense.
My question to you is, when was the last time you had a revelation about something that's been making you uncomfortable for a while?
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